Decisions, Decisions

To exist is to change, to change is to mature, to mature is to go on creating oneself endlessly.


I recently came upon this quote and I felt it was so fitting and applied so much to my life right now that I was complelled to just let my fingers go and see where it goes. I am finally at a point in my life that I am looking at things through adult eyes and not ones that require approval from Mom and Dad. It is such a strange and weird feeling that sometimes I am wishing I could go back to where I was not too long ago.

I recently made an adult decision and for the first time in my life, after making it I didn't regret it or wish I never made it. Even though it was not the decision that other people wouldn't have made (you know who you are...haha), I am not regretting it at all. I feel that this decision made me stronger, happier, and has made my self esteem explode to heights that I never thought possible.

I think the reason that I am feeling so good about this decision is because it was thought out, talked about (some even got sick of hearing about it), and thought out even more before I did it. For the first time in my life I made the decision myself and the outcome was unbelievable and only made things better.